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volcanic dirt: 7/26/04

you take the tingle in my bottom lip and make it spawn
a certain slime and wittyword

you are the headspace and story I have always wanted
to hear and recite

to a crowd

oh, and I hate crowds

you are the most and nothing in my stomach and groin
this is what I get for saying I'm
unhappy.

(for my husband)

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