dirt verse

today I visited with old friends first, no first I had an entire pot of coffee then I visited old friends I left them to see some photography at a local musuem I don't like most of their permanent collection, however I am deep into the karl struss photo gallery especially the (still life with forbidden fruit) I think that is the title well, now I feel better better than that actually because I have a new job and because I saw lovely photos today alone and very alone still life

so I'm still looking to get into a spa, they are all so elite, whatever, so I went to the new MAC store, they are interviewing me next thursday, since I have make-up art experience and a license, maybe they will hire me, who knows, right now I just want to jump off the roof because I'm broke - but there is the necklace I want to buy for my sister because she is my little sister, and because this necklace belongs on her neck, pretty much these are my thoughts, and I'm so jamming to depeche mode this minute.

there's the everyday in the eye of your coffee cup in your labored steps to the next item of the everyday then you see what was the un-see-able and then you want to get inside the coffin with her there's the everyday

listening to two of my favorite artists, and trying to get a grip, paying my bills, I'm coming back, even though early this morning I had an awful nightmare, I'm used to them I'm used to feeling sick, but I'm trying so hard to come back from losing my mother, good God I didn't ever know that it could hurt like that but I'm on my way, and I carry her strength.