that thing you said once

you said, in a car, in that parking lot, with your sister looking at me like I was a piece of shit, with that look in your eye, I was just a kid, and you were so mean, you said that "life is not the big blue sky and flowers you think it is, stupid, little girl". above it all, disgusted, bitter.

that thing you said was wasted on me because I've never looked up at the sky without looking down first

and I can kill a flower with only my fucked up energy, just for the record.

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inspired by the pursuit of happiness

I have partially borrowed the title from the recent film, "The Pursuit of Happyness", I really loved the narration style, and how the film would stop when he'd describe parts of his life, such as: this is the part I call "running". Plus, the film and true story took place in lovely San Francisco, and that is where my husband and I were for 5 days and 4 nights. So. . . . .this is the part I call, getting off the plane, and how the F to we get to the city? A minor, but essential detail I failed to plan or even think of when booking the trip. Planning, something I just skipped so in turn, we were a little confused, a little lost, and because of it, it turned out our room was communal living. That is the part I will call, are you f''n serious? We were tired, we were hungry, and we'd been on 3-hr flight, and a quite speedy train for about 45 minutes, and the room which appeared modern spacious online, turned out to be a box, probably 10x12 feet if that. T...

a letter to each of you.

I'm so happy I catalogued each of your looks as they progressed. I have rested my head in my palm for half hours, just documenting each eyelash, the plump of your cheeks, the sweet slice of chubbiness under your chin. I've told you how much I love your teeth, and studied strands of hair. I know the exact brown of your eyes, every little amber fleck, and I love as they grow lighter as you laugh, and dark chocolate when you get frustrated. how the light in the room looks for you. and the look in your eye when you're about to jump and make my heart drop out of my own chest. but it's always too late when I say no. and you always land. all of this is called love. and I want to say thank you for letting me be your auntie. Love, nano

now

I see no point in rules because if you know yourself and have respect for others, you'll just naturally fall into the goodness.

dirt verse

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