dirt verse

I finally hit the bottom of my heart when my feet touched down I could feel the bone I once picked with everyone I knew and the heart can only take so much fighting.

holds me close, I miss you, but beyond missing, and beyond love nothing I'll ever be able to describe even if I were given every word to choose from and every way to say it and a new language to speak one only you could understand wherever you are love you beyond love it winds out of me and stares me in the eye it's colors unknown unseen not for sale not for me I hate you for that.

what now she asks day with it's blind sunshine outlined in a promise you can't stare directly into so you have to believe have faith or just not look just not walk outside but the birds keep on singing and their wings I can see so now what